Kai Tracid

Too many times you have been high
Too many times you ran away, no need to cry
Too many times your body lies awake
Too many times these pills you take

Too many times you've woken up depressed
Too many times you put your life to the test
Too many times you've taken this trip
Too many times you have slipped

Too many times your body can't take
Too many times you've made a mistake
Too many times you haven't realized
Too many times your mind became paralyzed

Have you ever thought about committing suicide?
Leaving the world behind?

The sorrow, the pain and the fear
of the unknown future

Delivering from any human needs and pressure
in just one second

Your cry for help is lost in this lonely world
in which you are completely alone

Nobody helps you when you're feeling down
and the loneliness is breaking your heart

It would be so simple to go down
the stairs of the final way

But the fear of the unknown world beyond,
of having nothing, of being nothing

Keeps you on your designated way
and takes away your longing for self-destruction

That is why
you will never commit suicide

Loneliness
it can be the worst pain of all
we all need somebody
don't let your self fall

Look around you
and you will see
there's no need for you
to be i n this misery

Too many times you have been high
Too many times you ran away, no need to cry
Too many times your body lies awake
Too many times these pills you take

Too many times you've woken up depressed
Too many times you put your life to the test
Too many times you've taken this trip
Too many times you have slipped

Too many times your body can't take
Too many times you've made a mistake
Too many times you haven't realized
Too many times your mind became paralyzed

Too many times you have been high
Too many times you ran away, no need to cry
Too many times your body lies awake
Too many times these pills you take

Too many times you've woken up depressed
Too many times you put your life to the test
Too many times you've taken this trip
Too many times you have slipped

Too many times your body can't take
Too many times you've made a mistake
Too many times you haven't realized
Too many times your mind became paralyzed

Distorted voice:
your own reality

we all came tonight - to this celebration
because we are a part of the new generation
close your eyes - and you can see it
this world of music - that makes you high

open your mind - to the pathway of truth
let the colors of life - help you fly
you can walk through this world - of dreams and fantasy
and you will find - your own reality

Too many times you have been high
Too many times you ran away, no need to cry
Too many times your body lies awake
Too many times these pills you take

Too many times you've woken up depressed
Too many times you put your life to the test
Too many times you've taken this trip
Too many times you have slipped

Too many times your body can't take
Too many times you've made a mistake
Too many times you haven't realized
Too many times your mind became paralyzed

It's there
In every corner that I turn
No effort, nothing needs to be earned
And here's my arm
Here's my nose
Swallow it whole
It's got control

So I struggle I fight
Dark forces in the moonlight
There's no club for tonight

Go to school
Go to work
Every day's a big perk
It's peer pressure somehow

And every corner that I turn
It's the happiness that I yearn
Feed me now, lock me up in my room
And give me glue, give me ecstasy, acid and mushrooms

Happy places that I go
Happy people that I know
Offer me to relax
Take a tic
Take a tac
Keeps me going now
Keeps me coming around

The destroyer
Consumes me and I can't escape.
Holding on
Letting go
I'm in bad shape