Courtney Jaye

I know that I'm no angel
I've seen myself from every angle
Now I'm right outside your door

Some positive rejection
Foreshadowing frustration
Feels like I've been here before
But I'm saving it all for the morning after

Cause I don't need my conscience when I lose my head
Got all of my excuses lying in your bed
It's like tasting lightning striking and I need you to find me
Baby when I lose my head

The view from this position
Is of my inhibitions
Torn apart and scattered on the floor
Now am I taking myself too seriously
Don't I know by now that eventually

All that it takes is to love my mistakes
So I'm saving it all for the morning after

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There's gotta be a million things that could be said
But I don't go for talking when I lose my head
Like the pouring rain
I can't explain
I go insane
Baby when I lose my head
Baby when I lose my head

Saving it up for the morning after
Not going to slow down
I'm moving faster
I'm saving it all for the morning after

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I got eyes in the back of my head
Your halo is turning red
Fooling around
Knocking me off my cloud

You're talking about your mischievous ways
Boy it's painted all over your face
Stealing a kiss
Mysterious whispers
A thorn in my pride
I'm still by your side

But one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me
A reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave

Remember the days
And the hollywood nights
What happened to paradise
Stolen away
Knocking a place in now
Cause rumors are flying
That I can't avoid
Are they true
Or am I paranoid
Living like this
Is driving me crazy
So make up your mind
You're running out of time

Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave

Aho
Ease all of my worries
And please don't make me play the fool
Aho
Baby don't won't cha hurry
You don't know what you're gonna lose

Cause one day
I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't be

One day I'm walking away
The tide is gonna turn
I'm gonna find my place
Give me a reason to stay
I want to be your lover
Baby but you can't behave

Oh baby but you can't behave
Oh baby but you can't behave

I complicate whichever way I try to go
I get in the way
I question to the point I'd never know
If I was in love
I talk about it but I'm not complaining
The clouds look like rain
But it's not raining

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Darling I want you to see it's permanent
Changes are waking in me it's different
I will not self destruct
And I do not need to destroy us

In my head I've gone back and forth
'Til I was out of breath
My old ways were temporary
Like the twilight as it fades
I talk about it but I'm not complaining
So much to explain
But I'm not explaining

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On this lonely stretch of solitude
I'm thinking 'bout the things that I never do
All the promises that I made to you
Well they're just words
They're only words

It took so long for me to recognize
All this confidence that I couldn't find
I used to dim my light so you could shine
And that's what hurts
It really hurts

I wanna do everything right
But everything's going wrong
I want to feel heaven on earth
But nothing ever lasts that long

Baby I'm goin' mental
So much potential
I can't stand to watch it withering away
It's out of control now
It's getting old now
And I can't afford to waste another day

Well dust keeps piling up on the window sill
Man if you don't know by now I guess you never will
But there's no benefit in standing still
Not for you no no
And not for me
But I wanna make everything work
Something's just gotta give
I gotta start putting me first
It's killing me the way it is

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I wanna do everything right
But everything's going wrong
I wanna feel heaven on earth
And nothing ever lasts that long

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Feels like I'm falling out of love
Heaven help me
Voices of angels high above
Criticize me

Just when I find out who you are
I regret letting down my guard

Give me the word
Give the sign
If I should move on
Is this a good time
Time for goodbye

I can be so full of myself
That I'm empty
Such a believer of the truth
You resent me

Just when I find out where you've been
I regret ever giving in

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Stains on the carpet
The holes in the wall
We're tearing it down til there's nothing at all
You ask me to stay
But you waited too long
Cause I'm already gone

Now this is the word
This is the sign
Yeah I should move on
Now is a good time
Time for goodbye

I let another record play
I want the feeling
Its still the only time of day
I can believe in
I watch it spin around again
To start me dreaming

I wasn't lost
Wasn't found
Wasn't anywhere at all
Wasn't up
Wasn't down
Til you showed me

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In a somersault
You never know where you are
Its easy to get lost
Easy to think nobody's breaking your fall
Now the summer's gone
And until your return
In a somersault
Thinking of you
I'll turn

Its hard to keep you at bay
So I keep busy here
Just filling seconds of the day
Until you are near

I wasn't in
Wasn't out
Wasn't anything at all
Wasn't up
Wasn't down
Til you showed me

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I wasn't lost
Wasn't found
Wasn't anywhere at all
Wasn't up
Wasn't down
Til you showed me

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Three years or a lifetime
Three words that just might have come too soon
Three hours from somewhere
I might have ended up with you

Hold me like a river
Hold me like a string tied to a balloon
You get what you're given
At any moment a moment of truth

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All my life I'm traveling light
Been living in a sky
I'll float I'll fade I'll carry away
Til you pull me down and think of me sometimes

I'm sorry for leaving
I'm sorry for all I could not do
You knew it was coming
Maybe in some ways I did too

The keys by the bedside
And bags in the hall

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I'm searching for something in the ether of this mess
Riding above these missing pieces, leaves me weightless

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Three years or a lifetime
Three words that just might have come too soon
Three hours from somewhere
I might have ended up with you

Hold me like a river
Hold me like a string tied to a balloon
You get what you're given
At any moment a moment of truth

[Chorus]
All my life I'm traveling light
Been living in a sky
I'll float I'll fade I'll carry away
Til you pull me down and think of me sometimes

I'm sorry for leaving
I'm sorry for all I could not do
You knew it was coming
Maybe in some ways I did too

The keys by the bedside
And bags in the hall

[Chorus]

I'm searching for something in the ether of this mess
Riding above these missing pieces, leaves me weightless

[Chorus]

Three years or a lifetime
Three words that just might have come too soon
Three hours from somewhere
I might have ended up with you

Hold me like a river
Hold me like a string tied to a balloon
You get what you're given
At any moment a moment of truth

[Chorus]
All my life I'm traveling light
Been living in a sky
I'll float I'll fade I'll carry away
Til you pull me down and think of me sometimes

I'm sorry for leaving
I'm sorry for all I could not do
You knew it was coming
Maybe in some ways I did too

The keys by the bedside
And bags in the hall

[Chorus]

I'm searching for something in the ether of this mess
Riding above these missing pieces, leaves me weightless

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There's still a little sand inside of my shoes
I leave it there to keep me close to you
There's a whole other world inside me now
Full of words you can't hear
But the power of how I really feel
Is pulling you near

Its a vibration
There's no separation
We're one and the same
I don't have to be afraid
If you feel it
You might as well reveal it
Cause this is the day
Tomorrow could all be taken away

I can see the sun without the sky
But I can't see myself without your eyes
I wish I had told you this back then
I thought I had time
Well there's no use in swimming in regrets
I'll leave them behind

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Suddenly waves cover me
Graced from above
So heavenly wrapped
Under the weight of your love
And you show me what you are made of

Cause the power of how I really feel
Is pulling you near

Its a vibration
There's no separation
We're one and the same
I don't have to be afraid
If you feel it
You might as well reveal it
Cause this is the day
And I'm gonna ride the wave

This vibration
Without hesitation
This is the day
This is the day
If you feel it
You might as well reveal it
Cause this is the day
Tomorrow could all be taken away

Is there life
Without any fear
I need more
Than just what I want to hear
But I won't be afraid of the dark
If you
Love me
Always thinking of me
I know I must be blind

In my dreams
When all of the flowers die
A little girl but she doesn't need to cry
If my dream doesn't last through the night
Could you
Love me
Always thinking of me
I know I must be blind

Love me

You know I'm good
I'll never behave
In the storm
I ride every wave
And I won't even look to the shore
If you
Love me
Always thinking of me
I know I must be blind

Love me