Super Deluxe

All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
This stupid sweater This stupid
Every year Christmas comes and it goes
Shedding tears where no one even knows
It so hard to be good when you are poor
I don't need a lot, just a little more
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
This stupid sweater This stupid
Look around, everybody's got the goods
And I've been cheated and misunderstood
Santa's gone and messed up once again I've been good,
but I've still got nothing
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
This stupid sweater This stupid sweater This stupid
I don't want your socks or shirts or ties
All I need is four wheels so I can ride
You can stick that sweater up your ass
Every time seems to be worse than the last
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
All I wanted was a skateboard, but all I got was
This stupid sweater This stupid
This stupid sweater This stupid
Yeah!

Well you've got something on your mind
which isn't always the easiest thought to find
oh but the concept you pursue
wishing only that I knew
what you knew

I swear everywhere I go
I feel your presence there
as if to let me know
it's only my heart that you desire
wrapped in tears and cellophane
kisses and barbed wire

well i'm afraid to look
I can see you staring feel you set the hook
it's not that I don't find you beautiful at times
i'm not sure what you've heard
but perhaps you've misinterpreted my words
now that I decorate your shrine
valentine
your pleasure's mine

deluded by your constant dreaming
reality's a nightmare too
you've got me so afraid of sleeping
for fear that I might dream of you

all those darling things you say (all those darling things you say)
like "hey could you lend me your soul just for the day?"
and promise you'll give it back to me
once you've exorcised and set my spirit free
blaming the voices that you hear
on all the precious words i've whispered in your ear

I'm afraid to look
I can see you staring
feel you set the hook
it's not that I don't find you beautiful at times
not sure what you've heard
but perhaps you've misinterpreted my words
now that I decorate your shrine
valentine
concubine
your pleasure's mine

I can see you safe and young and pure
underneath you
where no one else can see
calling your name
waiting for reply
it will not be
easy to deny

don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
laid down by you
don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
stuck inside your angry world

I can feel you
reaching for the door
moving slowly
crawling on the floor
finding your way
falling out of sight
keep it inside
taking it away

don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
laid down by you
don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
stuck inside your angry world

I can see you
safe and young and pure
underneath you
no one else can see
calling your name
waiting for reply
it will not be
easy to deny

don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
laid down by you
don't wanna be
lost in your failures
don't wanna be
stuck inside your angry world

i'll get most everything i wanted
except for farrah fawcett
i never see her anymore
i left you while my voice was still changing
while writing and arranging my life's pathetic little score
i don't know if i'll ever get over her
you were the closest thing, almost identical
as far as i could tell
like one of charlie's angels
making out with you there in the closet (oh yeah, oh yeah)
you reminded me of farrah fawcett (oh yeah, oh yeah)
promise, you'll never make a promise
you put me on your hit-list
(at least you never were a bore)
i'll take any thoughts you don't use
i give away what i lose
everything that i adore
i don't know if i'll ever get over you
you were the closest thing, almost identical
as far as i could tell
like one of charlie's angels
making out with you there in the closet (oh yeah, oh yeah)
you reminded me of farrah fawcett (oh yeah, oh yeah)
i was still a virgin when i lost it (oh yeah, oh yeah)
everything seemed like it really, really was
medals from my tournaments
d'amour have left me kind of sour
maybe i should get a whore and charge her after for the hour (woo-hoo)
making out with you there in the closet (oh yeah, oh yeah)
you reminded me of farrah fawcett (oh yeah, oh yeah)
i was still a virgin when i lost it (oh yeah, oh yeah)
everything seemed like it really, really was

Love
Love liquid wraparound
You're getting me down
And you're coming around

Love
Queen you are crowned
You're feeling down and I'm coming around

You can make me feel much better
I can make you fell much better

When I look at you I swear I lose control
Once i have you i'll never let you go
How i want you when i touch you know i need and want to please you
love to love you need to feel you
baby i go mad without you love
I have to have you now

I made a date
to confront myself
completely unaware
of my mind's state
my brilliant mind
finds me defined and redefined
i made a pact
and how i deliver
completely unrehearsed
for what i lack
my steps i trace
to the commonplace

I won't hide behind my words
i mean exactly what i say
i say for better or for worse
i won't hide behind my words
hide behind my words

i made a vow
and how i'm comitted completely understood
i will allow
this loss of face to commonplace

but i'm serious
so serious
how serious am i
i'm serious
so serious
how serious am i
am i

i won't hide behind my words
i mean exactly what i say
i say for better or for worse
i won't hide behind my words
behind my words
behind my words
behind my words.....

i'm fine
behind
your broad shoulder
picked up and put down
over and over
it seems like it's all a dream
dividing
i'm still here

to mend or defend
say you're sorry (say you're sorry)
to hide or confide your short temper
(still she says....)
it seems like it's all a dream
dividing
i'm still here

sometimes divine
the little things that he will show you
one way
betrayed
watching as it rolls before you

i don't know you
splitting into two
it's terrifying
all the things you do
well i'm through

sometimes divine
the little things that he will show you
one way betrayed
watching as it rolls before you

sometimes divine
the little things that he will show you
one way betrayed
watching as it rolls before you

sometimes
divine (one way)
sometimes

feeling less better
a hopeful regretter
suffering symptoms
becoming a victim
now
nothing ever hurts
through re-creation
times revelation
looking things over
being too sober
now
nothing ever hurts

i am one in a million
i am all that i'll ever be
i have
nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me

below what i'm above
the need i'm in lack of
i swallow depressants
of guilt and resentment
now
nothing ever hurts

i am
one in a million
i am all that i'll never be
i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me

i give to take
and always win
by my mistake
i fail to live
and only survive
learning to die and
still be alive

i am
one in a million
i am all that i'll ever be
i have nothing but myself to fall back on and
i don't believe in me

Down in flow she starts to go
lead me down into desperation
hard to find your state of mind
i can't seem to see just how it works

i wanna be your life
new variations
on how we can be
just let me come inside
and take your frustrations
and leave them with me

caught in eyes nowhere to hide
i find it hard to even stand up
lost in time watch me unwind
can't seem to find which way is up

I wanna be your life
new variations
on how we can be
just let me come inside
and take your frustrations
and leave them with me

I wanna be your life
new variations
on how we can be
just let me come inside
and take your frustrations
and leave them with me

The vinyl sparkles on the seat where you are scheming
the ticket window won't open until you start believing
in the wonders you once found in a fabric store uptown
while the horoscope proves wet paper on the ground

you belly-flop across life's little hurdles
night clubs and yo-yo diets turning
turning you in circles

well reality doesn't care if you do or don't dye your hair
whatever you choose
don't let your soul vanish in thin air

half asleep (half asleep)
you may take this song for granted
half alive
life is disenchanting sometimes

the escalator to fortune somehow eludes you
mixing m&m's and essential oils
doesn't always work for you
and what of deserted homes where the dear and dysfunctional roam
wrap it up with a letter and a bow

half asleep (half asleep)
you may take this song for granted
half alive
life is disenchanting sometimes
disenchanting sometimes

it doesn't matter what i say
you keep on smiling as i turn and walk away
and even though your head's unclear
it's funny how my phrases always disappear
she sells the sunlight
she sells the sun
all the tears that i sent to you

i don't know the reasons why you hide
it seems to me that you are never satisfied
and even though your head's unclear
you find it funny that my phrases disappear
she sells the sunlight
she sells the sun
all the tears that i sent to you

i can see her coming down

it doesn't matter what i say
you keep on smiling as i turn the other way
coming around she's filled with fear
not sure just where she went or how she got back here
she sells the sun
she sells the sun
all the tears that i sent to you

i can see her coming
spinning round without a sound
i can see her coming down
i can see her coming down

you spend your nights there in the park
alone in the dark
waiting for your meal
and i am concerned with how you might survive
or if you'll even be alive
you make your next deal

I've never met you and still i care for you
i cannot help you but oh how i would want to
it's a shame to watch you fall
it's a shame that your tragedy
does not affect us all
suicide doll

you fell secure in living hell and linger at that wishing well suffering out
the season
but soon yur hope gives out to fate
you clench you share and wait
abandoning all reason

i've never met you and still i care for you
i cannot help you but oh how i would want to
it's a shame to watch you fall
it's a shame that your tragedy
does not affect us all
suicide doll

and when you're twenty-four years old
your destiny you've sold you say "no one can save me"
and when you're asked if you'll reach 30 you say softly "no... well, maybe"

i've never met you and still i care for you
i cannot help you but oh how i would want to
it's a shame to watch you fall
it's a shame that your tragedy
does not affect us all
yeah, suicide doll

We'd met one silent second once before
Collided tension all for fear
Walking a threshold that we musn't ignore
Message received
Loud and clear

I lost my heart to you years ago
Where are you where are you now
And so I learn what I already should have known
Years ago...

Somewhere else again and with someone else
My thoughts drift straight to you
While I am bitterly betrayed by myself
Despite the fight of intellect
Instinct will rule

I lost my heart to you years ago
Where are you where are you now
And so I learn what I already should have known
Years ago...

Love cures and love hurts
Love is and isn't true love
We're all alone....

In my mind I see you silently while you seduce me
I'd imagine every detail here as you're saying slowly
Come on come on right or wrong...
Your choice is only give in to me...

I lost my heart to you years ago
Where are you where are you now
And so I learn what I already should have known
Years ago...