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Your soul a pit of stone, the depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in your sould I was some searching in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die Hatred runs me through me marrow deep I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep This passion can lead to evil crimes Do I kill you or do I choose to die? Acid burn etched through my brain Someone dies before I go insane I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (LIES. LIES.) Soon now you'll be gone - I wish to God I could've known I love you I hate you every night, this longing for your soul has got me scared But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul. I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and lies, fucking lies You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (Repeat : LIES) |
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| 2. |
| 3:40 |
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So much of me is you I don't know just who I am Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me I gave you my soul I gave you control of me Now I just can't believe in myself or in anything And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me Can't you just believe "you are my everything" And this is what you take from me And this is what you take from me ( Repeat to the point of stupidity... ) |
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| 3. |
| 4:50 |
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Some nights i feel like i have died Or something deep inside is dying I try to understand my crimes But there's nothing here that really matters I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself Now endless questions fill my head Some nights i'm frightened by the ansers No you can't hurt me, nothing's real No pain you cause can last forever I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself One night i swore i'd die for you There's nothing else i'd rather die for But i'll try to live another night There's too much hate to be forgotten I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want to believe in you I can't believe in you I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, i don't need it I don't want it, but i can't stop myself |
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| 4. |
| 4:44 |
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Your soul a pit of stone, the depths I wish I could have known Dangerous, black and full of spite thoughts of you fill my night But now we lay naked on the floor I'm lost, I'm drowning in your sould I was some searching in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die Hatred runs me through me marrow deep I long to tear your eyes out in your sleep This passion can lead to evil crimes Do I kill you or do I choose to die? Acid burn etched through my brain Someone dies before I go insane I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and a love that has died You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (LIES. LIES.) Soon now you'll be gone - I wish to God I could've known I love you I hate you every night, this longing for your soul has got me scared But now we lay naked on the floor, I'm lost, I'm drowning in your soul. I was searching for some answer in your eyes I find malicious laughter and lies, fucking lies You are haunting my reality Your lies are the only truth that I believe You are haunting my reality Now everytime I think about you I die (Repeat : LIES) |
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| 4:07 |
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you make it hard to breathe it's as if I'm suffocating and when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin it makes me sad to think this could all be for nothing I wish there was a way a way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way about anyone or anything Tell me! what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking but I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be that was a part of me that never made me proud right now I think I would try anything anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me all I want is one more chance, tell me what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do? what do I have to do to make you happy? what do i have to do to make you understand? what do i have to do to make you want me? and if I can't make you want me what do i have to do |
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| 6. |
| 4:52 |
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If only see myself reflected in your eyes So all that I believe I am essentially are lies And everything I've hoped to be or ever thought I Died with your belief in me so who that hell am I? I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? I'm wondering 'round confused Wondering why I try The more that you deny my pain The more it intensifies... I need someone to ache for me the way I ache for you... If you ignore that I'm alive I've nothing to cling to I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? I stare in this mirror So tired of this life If only you would speak to me or care if I'm alive Once I swore I would die for you But I never meant it like this I never meant like this no i never meant like this I don't know if I'm real without you What is left of me without you? I don't know whats real without you How can I exist without you? |
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| 7. |
| 4:19 |
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I'm such an asshole God, I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again I Don't Believe I Don't Believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I Don't Believe I Don't Believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry Used me up and left me here for dead I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more It's pathertic how I feed off this abuse I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me You told me that you loved me And I believed, you loved me You swore that you loved me, and I believed Now I know it was a lie I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me |
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| 5:18 |
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She's beem here so many times Before she can't remember When she last felt anything at all But this fear and anger She states intently at the door, Listens for his footsteps She knows exactly what's in store And the knowing makes it worse When he calls her daddy's little girl, She doesn't keep him And when he crushed her She can't feel her screems are silent Hides in the corner of her mind Where she plays contentedly She leaves this night more far behind Escapes inside her dreams Floating high above her bed Staring at her father's head Wishing one of them were dead So this hell could finally end |
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| 4:19 |
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I'm feeling that weight of the world and It's crushing me I'm feeling the weight of everyday life And it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world...is crushing me I'm feeling the hate of the world and it's crashing me I'm feeling the hate of everyday life And it's crushing me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world is crushing me I'm feeling the hate of the world and it's crashing me I swallow the hate, betrayed and lies Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me I'm feeling the weight of the world and it's crushing me I swallow the hate, betrayed and lies Swallow it whole and shove it deep down inside of me How much more will it take? How much more until it breaks me? This world is crushing me |
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| 10. |
| 4:13 |
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I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you I am just as fucked as you I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself |
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| 11. |
| 3:40 |
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Six o`clock in the morning My head is ready to explode I can`t believe I made it home alive I don`t remember where I went Or what I was drinking And now it`s made me sick And I`m not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It`s hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself Will I ever get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love And after all this time you`d think I`d understand the way you feel But no I only think about myself And it`s driving you away I always knew it would one day Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love |
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| 12. |
| 3:36 |
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Everywhere I go I see your face Every sound I hear is the sound of your voice Why are you haunting me Why are you haunting me Why can't I let you go? Why are you haunting me... So everything about me is a lie At least it feels that way When I look in your eyes now The truth scares the shit out of me Who ever said love is real and love is blood Has never felt the way that I feel What does it matter What's done is done and I should Get on with my life Why are you haunting me... Well I don't know what it is But I can't seem to make myself forget Was it something that you said Or is it all the guilt inside my head Why are you haunting me... |
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| 13. |
| 4:35 |
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--This one, as far as I know is their only non-lp song on a soundtrack This is from the Escape From LA soundtrack -- My angel my reluctant whore Decided you can take no more So let's fuck until we fall asleep Please don't wake me whe |
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| 14. |
| 4:53 |
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I know I should have told you
I was so afraid you'd leave And now there's nothing left to say Well nothing that you'd believe I never meant to hurt you With the things i couldn't say I'd promise you tomorrow While denying you today These words have torn my world apart A darkness grows inside me In shading fades of gray All the colours of the world Are slowly sucked away I'm sinking ever deeper To a place that's cold and black I can't believe i lost you And you're never coming back These words have torn my world apart Soon the night will take me And save me from my pain Cloak me in cold darkness And help me lose your name These words have torn my world apart |
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