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Laying on the bathroom floor
Kitty licks my cheek once more And I could try But waking up is harder when you wanna die Walter's on the telephone Tell him I am not at home 'Cause I think that I am going To a place where I am always high My name's Elizabeth My life is shit and piss |
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| 2. |
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| 3. |
| 4:47 |
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the kids are diggin’ up a brand new hole
where they put their deadbeat mom grandpa’s happy watching video porn with the closed caption on and father knows best about suicide and smack well, hee hee hee cancer for the cure cancer for the cure buckle up and endure now baby cancer for the cure ‘ol blue eyes is back again but he was never here in the first place a heart attack may be something to fear but take a look out back ‘cause courtney needs love and so do I well, hee hee hee cancer for the cure cancer for the cure buckle upand endure now sweet thing the cancer for the cure |
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| 3:55 |
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Springfield's looking pretty dusty today
I see their dreams coming undone the view from inside ward nine affords this much a town teeming with the unloved close the window and lock it so it's good and tight la la la la la la la la la la la la la turning eighteen and trying not to look too lost have a not so nice day the jacket makes me straight so I can just sit back and bake you know I think I'm gonna stay talking very loud but no one hears a word I say la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la come visit me tonight at eight o'clock and then you'll see how I'm not the crazy one voices tell me I'm the shit twenty days go by and every day looks the same la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la I'm the shit |
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| 2:45 |
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got a 3 speed and banana seat
sitting back on the sissy bar went to sev and got got a drink wish I was driving in daddy’s car * and I looked up at the sky last night and I thought I saw a bomb and why won’t you just tell me what’s going on? riding down on sprinhill road meeting alfred out in the woods dogs bark and mosquito’s bite scratching the itch that makes it feel good and I looked into the mirror last night all I saw was a pretty blonde and why won’t you just tell me what’s going on? life is funny but not ha ha funny peculiar I guess you think I got it going my way then why am I such a fuckin’ mess? want a pony and a birthday cake want a party with a scary clown kneel down and bow to the princess kneel down for the queen of the town * Repeat tell me what’s going on |
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| 6. |
| 3:24 |
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coming down through the alley
trying to walk without a sound it doesn’t really matter ‘cause there ain’t no one around tip toe through the alley and tip toe through your life you still got it coming be it gun be it knife next thing you know you’re eating hospital food karaoke castration take the wasp alive he’s gonna sting you anyway and take you to the hive yesterday was suckin’ and tomorrow’s looking bad who knew that today was the only thing I had hospital food want some hospital food hospital food delicious hospital food in your tribute album to the world you must never forget to sing the one about the cat who’s always getting wet he always got a problem he’s a very bitter dude and now he’s complaining about his hospital food hospital food it’s gonna help the medicine go down want some hospital food gonna take a walk without a sound a little hospital food helps the spoonful of sugar come up I want some hospital food in your blender and in my cup hospital food |
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| 2:30 |
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feeling scared today
write down 'i am ok' a hundred times the doctors say I am ok I am ok I'm not ok skin is crawling off mopping the sweaty drops sticking around for this shit another day another day not another day pink pill feels good finally understood take me in your warm, embrace I am trying I am trying |
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| 8. |
| 3:20 |
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efil’s good and the time is right
I’ll bundle up and slip away the count is down and the drip is up it’s time to split this hunk of clay now you can bring my suitcase but you can’t bring me and you can have all the money ‘cause you say that you must but if you think that it matters take a look at me and don’t close your eyes as I turn into dust efil’s good don’t tell me that I can’t do this as if you knew but you don’t know how efil’s good |
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| 9. |
| 1:30 |
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| 10. |
| 3:27 |
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You're dead but the world keeps spinning
Take a spin through the world you left It's getting dark a little too early Are you missing the dearly bereft? Taking flight and you could be here tomorrow Taking flight, well, you could get here tonight I'm gonna fly on down for the last stop to this town What? I'm gonna fly on down then fly away Well, alright Get down Takin' a spin throught the neighbourhood The neighbours scream Whatchya talkin' bout? 'Cause they don't know how to let you in And I can't let you out What if I was not your only friend in this world Can you take me where you're going if you're never coming back I'm gonna fly on down for the last stop to this town I'm gonna fly on down then fly away on my way Get down Why don't we take a ride away up high through the neighbourhood Up over the billboards and the factories and smoke I'm gonna fly on down for the last stop to this town Yeah I'm gonna fly on down then fly away on my way Fly away Get down |
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| 2:04 |
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baby genius
look how you've grown where do you go from here? didn't we have some good times after all is said and done small body and small mind big head and big headaches my back is broken baby genius find a new ride |
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| 3:39 |
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so I wrote it all in a letter
but I don't know if it came the nurse she likes my writings so she keeps it just like me so that it won't get away * I won't be denied this time 'fore I go out of my mind over matters got my foot on the ladder and I'm climbing up to the moon got a sky that looks like heaven got an earth that looks like shit and it's getting hard to tell where what I am ends and what they're making me begins * (and) Repeat Saturday in the yard they'll bring you by we'll lay down on the grass and watch as the sky closes in * Repeat |
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| 2:12 |
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* hate a lot of things
but I love a few things and you are one of them hard to believe after all these years but you are one of them walk down the streets I'm thinking: everybody move along I've got a sad-hearted needing to belong nevertheless it's all the mess you made but I can't let it go walk down the streets I'm thinking: look at all the ants in a farm I've got a sad-hearted feeling to harm * Repeat |
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| 2:59 |
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standing in the dark outside the house
breathing the cold and sterile air well I was thinking how it must feel to see that little light and watch it as it disappears and fades into and fades into the night so I know you're going pretty soon radiation sore throat got your tongue magic markers tattoo you and show it whare to aim and strangers break their promises you won't feel any you won't feel any pain and the streets are jammed with cars rockin' their horns to race to the wire of the unfinished line thought that I'd forget all about the past but it doesn't let me run too fast and I just wanna stand outside and know that this is right and this is true and I will not fade into fade into the night standing here in the dark |
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| 15. |
| 3:52 |
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see this watch she gave me?
well it still ticks away the days I'm climbing back for me the medication's wearing off gonna hurt not a little, a lot keep on tickin' you're not lickin' me step on a crack break your mother's heart red light green light black suicide e-mail do not delete plug it back in the jack start to be what they want you to be and you see yourself as they see you sunsrise at the corner of sunset and alvarado I think what the hell do I do now watch the day disintegrate so I can stay up late and wait see this watch she gave me? well it still ticks away |
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| 3:09 |
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I was at a funeral the day I realised
I wanted to spend my life with you sitting down on the steps at the old post office the flag was flying at half mast and I was thinkin' 'bout how and maybe it is time to live I don't know where we're going I don't know what we'll do walked into the thrif-tee saw the man with the hollow eyes who didn't give me all my change but it didn't bother me this time 'cause I know I only got this moment and it's good I went to the gas station old woman honked her horn waiting for me to fix her car I don't know where we're going I don't know what we'll do laying in bed tonight I was thinking and listening to all the dogs and the sirens and the shots and how the careful man tries to dodge the bullets while a happy man takes a walk and maybe it is time to live |
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