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The more that we take, the paler we get
I can't remember what it is we try to forget The tile on the floor, so cold it can sting In your eyes in a place worth remembering For you to go and take this and smash it apart I've gone all this fucking way to wind up back at Back at the start Hey, the closer we think we are Well, it only got us so far Now you got anything left to show? No, no, I didn't think so Hey, the sooner we realize We cover ourselves with lies But underneath we're not so tough Oh, love is not enough Well, it hides in the dark, like the withering vein We didn't give it a mouth, so it cannot complain We never really had a chance We'd never really make it through I never think I'd believe I believed I could get better with you Hey, the closer we think we are Well, it never got us so far Now you got anything left to show? No, no, no, no, I didn't think so Hey, the sooner we realize We cover ourselves with lies But underneath we're not so tough Oh, love is not enough Oh, love is not enough |
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I tried to send myself through,
I tried to get to the other side I had to patch up the cracks and the holes that i have to hide so a little bit of time even made it work ok just long enough to really make it hard when they figured me out and it all just rotted away Don't you Fucking know what you are? Don't you Fucking know what you are? Don't you Fucking know what you are? go on, get back to where you belong you better take a good look cause I'm full of shit you don't refill my heart and I'm trying to believe in it you can dish it all out and yet you try to pretend but you can't change anything you can't change anything Don't you Fucking know what you are? Don't you Fucking know what you are? Don't you Fucking know what you are? go on, get back to where you belong don't you Fucking know what you are? remember where you came from remember what you are Don't you Fucking know what you are? go on, get back to where you belong get back to where you belong |
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hey god why are you doing this to me
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be why am i seething with this animosity hey god i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie hey god i really don't know what you mean seems like salvation comes only in our dreams i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme hey god can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie don't take it away from me i need you to hold on to don't take it away from me i need someone to hold on to don't take it, don't take it, don't take it, don't take it hey god there's nothing left for me to hide i lost my ignorance, security, and pride i'm all alone in a world you must despise hey god i believed your promises, your promises and lies terrible lie you made me throw it all away my morals left to decay how many you betray you've taken everything terrible lie my head is filled with disease my skin is begging you please terrible lie i'm on my hands and knees i want so much to believe i give you everything my sweet everything don't take it away from me i need you to hold on to don't take it away from me i need someone to hold on to there's nothing left for me to hide |
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There are things that I said I would never do
There are fears that I can not believe have come true For my soul is too sick and too little and too late and myself I have grown to weary to hate The more I stay in here The more it's not so clear The more I stay in here The more I disappear As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur There's somebody on top of me I don't know I don't know Isn't anyone stopping me? I don't know I don't know I won't try and hold my breath I don't know I don't know Just how far down can I go I don't know I don't know I don't know As I lie here and stare the fabric starts to tear It's far beyond repair And I don't really care As far as I have gone I knew what side I'm on But now I'm not so sure The line begins to blur |
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Step right up march push
Crawl right up on your knees Please greed feed (no time to hesitate) I want a little bit i want a piece of it i think he's losing it I want to watch it come down Don't like the look of it don't like the taste of it don't like the smell of it I want to watch it come down All the pigs are all lined up I give you all that you want Take the skin and peel it back Now doesn't that make you feel better? Shove it up inside surprise! lies Stains like the blood on your teeth Bite chew suck away the tender parts I want to break it up i want to smash it up i want to fuck it up I want to watch it come down Maybe afraid of it let's discredit it let's pick away at it I want to watch it come down Now doesn't that make you feel better? The pigs have won tonight Now they can all sleep soundly And everything is all right |
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i still recall the taste of my tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore scraping through my head 'till i don't want to sleep anymore come on tell me make this all go away you make this all go away i'm down to just to thing and i'm starting to scare myself make this all go away you make this all go way i just want something i just want something i can never have you always were the one to show me how back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now this is slowly take me apart grey would be the color if i had a heart i just want something i can never have in this place it seems like such a same though it all looks different now, i know it's still the same everywhere i look you're all i see just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be come on tell me make this all go away you make this all go away i'm down to just to thing and i'm starting to scare myself make this all go away you make this all go way i just want something i just want something i can never have i just want something i can never have think i know what you meant that night on my bed still picking at this scab i wish you were dead you sweet and perry ellis just stains on my sheets |
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You get me closer to god
You get me closer to god You get me closer to god You get me closer to god You get me closer to god You get me closer to god You get me closer to god You get me closer to god I want to fuck you like an animal I want to fuck you like an animal You get me closer to god You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you You let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you I want to fuck you like an animal I want to fuck you like an animal I want to fuck you like an animal I want to fuck you like an animal |
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This world rejects me
This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world's gonna have to pay I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to Like the cancer in the system I've got a little surprise for you Something inside of me, has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there? Did you not realize This thing inside of me, it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could Burn I look down there where you're standing Flock of sheep out on display Saw your lives burned up around you I can take it all away Something inside of me, has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there? Did you not realize This thing inside of me, it screams the loudest sound Sometimes I think I could I'm gonna burn this whole world down I never was a part of you (burn) I am your savior (burn) I am corruption (burn) I am the angel (burn) Of your destruction (burn) I am perversion (burn) Secret desire (burn) I am your future (burn) Swallowed all up in fire |
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I've never been so certain, I've never been sure
We're on the side of angels If we believe this love is pure Is it so hard to trust it 'Cause we've been wrong before There comes a time in every life We find the heart we're waiting for After all the might-have-beens The close and distant calls After all the try-agains Don't be afraid to fall We're on the side of angels after all Every time you touch me Don't you feel it too? The gentle hand that's guiding us You to me, me to you After all the might-have-beens, The close and distant calls After all the try-agains, Don't be afraid to fall We're on the side of angels after all. Heaven only knows Why this took so long But only Heaven knows A love is right or wrong After all the might-have-beens, The close and distant calls After all the try-agains, Don't be afraid to fall We're on the side of angels, On the side of angels, On the side of angels, after all. |
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Need you
Dream you Find you Taste you Fuck you Use you Scar you Break you Lose me Hate me Smash me Erase me Kill me |
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See the animal in his cage that you built,
See the animal in his cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Are you sure whats natural Better not look him too closely in the eye, Na'now don't look too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? Are you sure what side of the glass you're on See the safety of the life you have built, See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart, See the hollowness inside of your home And it's all...right where it belongs And it's all... Right Where it belongs What if everything around you, What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? Isn't quite as it seems What if all the world you think you know, What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? Is an elaborate dream. And if you look at your reflection, Is it all you want it to be? An' If you look at your reflection What if you could look right through the cracks, Is that all you want to be Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see? What if you could look right through the cracks would you find yourself... find yourself afraid to see What if all the world's inside of your head? Just creations of your own What if all the worlds inside of your head Your devils and your gods all the living and the dead Just creations of your own And you really oughta know The devils and your gods all the living and the dead And you're really all alone You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You can live in this illusion You keep looking but you can't find the words, You can't choose to believe Are you hiding in the trees? You keep looking but you can't find the words Now you're hiding in your dreams What if everything around you, Isn't quite as it seems? What if everything around you What if all the world you used to know, Isn't quite as it seems Is an elaborate dream? What if all the world you used to know Is an elaborate dream. And if you look at your reflection, Is it all you want it to be? An' If you look at your reflection What if you could look right through the cracks, Is that all you want to be Would you find yourself...find yourself afraid to see? what if you could look right through the cracks would you find yourself... find yourself afraid to see |
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I am all alone this time around
Sometimes on the side I hear a sound Places parallel I know it's you Feel the little pieces bleeding through And on this goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on This goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on Now that I've decided not to stay I can feel me start to fade away Everything is back where it belongs I will be beside you before long And on this goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on This goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on Ooooh We will never die Ooooh Beside you in time |
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But she will not let you go
But this time I’m not coming back She will not let you go But this time I’m not coming back Keeps holding on She will not let you go Keeps holding on and on She will not let you go No, no, no, no, no! With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth I cannot go through this again No, no, no, no, no! With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth You’ve finally found the place where you belong It comes on strong She makes you hard The rules have changed, the line begins to blur To what you were Wave goodbye With teeth With teeth With teeth With teeth And it runs deeper than you dare to dream it could be The black seal She makes you better than anything you’ve tried It’s in her kiss She comes along She gets inside |
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this is the first day of my last days
i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far no need for me to stay the last thing left i just threw it away i put my faith in god and my trust in you now there's nothing more fucked up i could do wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i'm the one without a soul i'm the one with this big fucking hole no new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist fuck don't think you're having all the fun you know me i hate everyone wish there was something real wish there was something true wish there was something real in this world full of you i want to but i can't turn back but i want to |
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I'm becoming less defined
as days go by fading away well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked yes it did There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only only only only Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye it turned out to be a scab And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad I just couldn't leave it alone I kept picking at the scab It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut But I climbed through Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see And now I know why now now now I know why Things aren't as pretty On the inside There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only only only only Only only only only |
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i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel i focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but i remember everything what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt i wear my crown of shit on my liar's chair full of broken thoughts i cannot repair beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears you are someone else i am still right here what have i become? my sweetest friend everyone i know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt i will let you down i will make you hurt if i could start again a million miles away i would keep myself i would find a way |
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You're keeping in step
In the line Got your chin held high and you feel just fine Cause you do What you're told But inside your heart It is black and it's hollow and it's cold Just how deep do you believe Will you bite the hand that feeds Will you chew untill it bleeds Can you get up off your knees Are you brave enough to see Do you want to change it What if this whole crusade's A charade And behind it all There's a price to be paid For the blood Which we dine Justified in the name of the holy and the divine Just how deep do you believe Will you bite the hand that feeds Will you chew untill it bleeds Can you get up off your knees Are you brave enough to see Do you want to change it So naive I keep holding on to what I want to believe I can see But I keep holding on and on and on and on Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees Will you bite the hand that feeds you Will you stay down on your knees |
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bow down before the one you serve.
you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. god money i'll do anything for you. god money just tell me what you want me to. god money nail me up against the wall. god money don't want everything he wants it all. no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. god money's not looking for the cure. god money's not concerned with the sick among the pure. god money let's go dancing on the backs of the bruised. god money's not one to choose no you can't take it no you can't take it no you can't take that away from me head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. head like a hole. black as your soul. i'd rather die than give you control. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. bow down before the one you serve. you're going to get what you deserve. you know who you are. |
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