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| 3:10 | 
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I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away Just irritated and quite hated till control breaks down Why's everything so tame I like my life insane I'm fabricating and defeating you I'm gunna kick around Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to search and feel you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that live beside you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! I'm feeling cold today Not hurt just fucked away I'm devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound So why I'd feel the need I think it's time to bleed I'm gunna cut myself and Watch the blood hit the ground Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to search and feel you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that live beside you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! You open your mouth again I swear I'm gunna break it You Open your mouth again, By god I cannot take it Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Shutup, shutup, shutup, or I'll fuck you up Right now Can't find a way to get across the hate When I see you Right Now I'm feeling strange inside I want to search and feel you Right Now I rip apart the things inside that live beside you Right Now I can't control myself But I fucking hate you! I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you I fuckin' hate you |
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| 2. |
| 2:36 |
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I am living without you
You think everything will be fine I fight making it hard to lie Realize nothing is left inside I'm 'bout to break somebody off (thunder in my mind) I'm 'bout to break somebody off (feel like it is dying) I'm 'bout to break something off (now it will be mine) I'm 'bout to break somebody off My knife is going to hurt you My face not going to wait this time I play games just to spite you I know you're going to believe this time I'm 'bout to break somebody off (thunder in my mind) I'm 'bout to break somebody off (feel like it is dying) I'm 'bout to break something off (now it won't be mine) I'm 'bout to break somebody off |
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| 4:49 |
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Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face? Oh god the feelings I feel When can they be thrown in a cage? You're the one always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your so life care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can see Lead the away, make the Pain Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be Never write off your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave You see the pain in my face While you keep putting me down Inside the rage starts to build You push me and I won't go down You're the one always screaming at me I'm the one that keeps your so life care free What the fuck more do you want me to be? Why must you do this to me? Run away, I can see Lead the away, make the Pain Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be Never write off your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave Can it really be the day, today Does this make the problems go away I'm going to hurt just in time Right now! - I take in all I can now Right Now! - Feel (dunno) Right Now! - there is nothing you can do that can stop me Right now x 9 Counting, on me. Always hoping I'll be Never write off your problems and in turn you're never there for me You sucked the life out of me You hate everything you see I can't take this anymore I always stay when I should leave x2 |
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| 4. |
| 3:34 |
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Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I began? Screaming, they dance around my head Hoping, they maybe end up dead Feeling it rattle, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! Silent it goes away Patient oh, should I really stay? Trying so hard to get ahead Failure, is often where I'm lead Feeling it rattle, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! Oh I must hold on Oh I won't be gone Oh I won't stop now Oh I don't know how Why I can't hold on? Why I can't be gone? Why I can't stop now? Why I'm don't know how? Here we go again (again) x7 Feeling it rattle, what can I say? Really fucked up again (I feel that I can flight) I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can flight) Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind) Here it comes again! |
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| 5. |
| 2:46 |
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I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead Not thinking straight inside my body is troubled, full of hate I had to let it out before it's too late Deep Inside, It can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside Why won't it fade Outside I had to lie; "I'm ok", I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain I guess this is a lie, I have made Deep Inside, It can hide! Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding Wanting to be less Giving to people, They take from me Always they bring drama to me Look, look at me now NOWWWWWWWW Feeling so lost and betrayed why does this happen to me everytime Stuck in this place, where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside I can't stand all this fucking Pain Please just go away Please god just make the pain... |
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| 4:04 |
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Realized I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I've failed Inside where do I begin My mind is laughing at me Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never change This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me I feel the anger changing me Sometimes I can never tell If I got something left of me That's why I just hang in grief For this, cuz you're leaving Tell me, why am I to blame Aren't we, supposed to be the same That's why, I will never change This thing that's burning in me I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me *The pain in me* I feel the anger changing me Betrayed I feel so, enslaved I really tried I did my time I did my time x4 I am the one who chose my path I am the one who couldn't last I feel the life pulled from me *The pain in me* I feel the anger changing me Oh god, the angers changing me x2 |
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| 3:35 |
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Always, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time, Will bury all this time And will awake something inside We pushed button far inside We feel our hearts and then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known Our lives, were good in everywhere too late, time after time all love turned to hate but we stayed by each others side We pushed button far inside We feel our hearts and then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong Everytime time we fight, it feels so wrong I feel so enslaved fuck my bride Then we meet again We pushed button far inside We feel our hearts and then we fight Hey, I know feels like I lost everything That I've known, I cannot survive alone It feels like I lost everything I known |
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| 8. |
| 3:22 |
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Nas:
Everybody's an Enemy telling me lies and it's killing me why they all want to get rid of me Everybody's my enemy Several try to disguise the devil in them Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling like my dick does when watching naked women do sick stuff on my porn collection on television Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 Nas: Watching my own back strapped in chrome, to my homies where the tombstones at, where the hoes at? Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites with benzene, amen Look at the trash that's biting The life in times is kinda weaker like the time and life of the sandman on Apollo theater imagine that another black with a hook who pulls the wack talent off the stage I'm in raged Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 JD: You fill your lies around me and you think you won You feel you can control me with the things you've done JD: You think you can take me you think you can play me you're going to start to hate me I feel that you disgraced me x5 Nas: Trust nobody I don't know who to call a friend they all just pretend to be Fuck Everybody this is to all of ya'll cuz everybody is an enemy x2 |
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| 4:30 |
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I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away Need no place to hide It's thrown in my face everyday, 'cause it's is the price I have to pay for what's inside my mind Alive x 8 I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive Alive x 8 Little things sting me everyday constant pain is how I like to play Better not cross that line Voices in my head I didn't save It's something that I can't throw away What's inside my mind I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive I find my time I'm intertwined I'm falling I thought I left behind x2 (Feeling so alive) I find my time I'm intertwined I'm falling I thought I left behind x2 Alive x 4 I am alive I will never run away Places inside My heart screams inside with pride Once I cried Now I wipe away the tears Once I died Now I'm alive |
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| 10. |
| 3:19 |
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Run away to no where
To chicken shit to face I'm gunna go there The beer I cannot taste You think you got me You're gunna tumble down Keep coming for me I'll drop you on the ground I fuck with no one Until you get into my face Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Do your face, My fist go pow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x2 You're gunna feel how I really am with you You're going no where Don't really know what to do It's going to go on Until you run away You can't control me You best do in my way I fuck with no one Until you get into my face Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Do your face, My fist go pow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x2 Don't you know that You can touch me Don't you know that You can bring me down Oh my life would be so easy now If you haven't stepped across that line LINE! LINE! Break you now Mercy, I cannot allow Do your face, My fist go pow Watching as your blood pours down Lets do this now x5 |
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| 3:23 |
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We are the pain
We are the shame We've gone insane Inside where no ones around I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done, being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We are estranged We are Deranged I can't explain How you all break me apart I am to blame, for everything I like this game, that you all make me play I'm done, being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down We wait, we hate We try to get away Mistake my pain it has been lead astray I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground Why does it have to end this way Feeling done, so long oh god it's just everyday It's everything Now I pray for all I'll live another day I'm done, being there for others They have their pain and so do I Don't need to feel it all over I try to hold on and you bring me down |
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| 3:18 |
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Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that Boom Boom Boom Boom What's going on today? We gotta break away We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down They think we're all the same And always we're to blame For shit I think is lame It's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x4) What's going on today? Why must it be this way? We're going nowhere and We're still knocking the need to bow down They think we're all the same And always we're to blame For shit I think is lame It's time to stop the game I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x4) We are the ones breaking you down We are the hope to drown out your sounds Across the world you've fed (?) what you found Across the world you're breaking you down Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that shit (x4) Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck Y'all want a single say fuck that Fuck that, Fuck that (x6) |
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| 3:39 |
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Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? Hopeless inside alone as I wait Brewing inside of me enduring this hate Feeling my heart breaking in vain It won't get better now When will this end? I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end? The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru My God I hate this Always take shit Can I let this go on? Why can't I break this I just take this As this goes on and on End When will this end? (x7) I can't seem to get away I feel I'm here so you can play With my head There's nothing I can say I keep feeling like I'm to blame When will this end I can't remember anything Can't tell if this is true or dream Deep down inside I feel the scream This terrible silence stops me Now that the war is through with me I'm waking up, I can not see That there's not much left of me Nothing's real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real In pumps life that I must feel But can't look forward to reveal Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me Just like a wartime novelty Tied to machines that make me be Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one Oh please help me Hold my breath as I wish for death Oh please God, help me Darkness Imprisoning me All that I see Absolute horror I cannot live I cannot die Trapped in myself Body my holding cell (Get 'em up! Get 'em up!) Landmine Has taken my sight Taken my speech Taken my hearing Taken my arms Taken my legs Taken my soul Left me with a life in Hell |
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