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Here comes the PAINEnemy - show me what you wanna be
i can handle anything even if i cant handle you readily - either way it better be dont you fucking pity me get up get offwhat the hell am i saying? i dont know about malevolent sure as hell decadent i want somebody to step up, step off walls, let me fall, fuck you all! get a grip, dont let me slip till i drop the ballfuck this shit, im sic of it your going down this is a war!who the fuck am i to criticize you twisted state of mind? your leaving me suspect, im leaving you grotesque feels like a burn from which you never learn cause and effect, you jealous ass press your face against the glass - sufferfuck this shit, im sic of it your going down this is a war!i've just begun its about that time i've just begun its about that time i've just begun its about that time i've just begun its about that time gonna get mineyou cant kill me cause im already inside you you cant kill me cause im already inside you you cant kill me cause im already inside you you cant kill me cause im already inside you SICK SICK SICK SICK |
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| 2. |
| 3:36 |
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Here we go again, motherfucker
Come on down, and see the idiot right here Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care What's the matter with calamity anyway? Right? Get the fuck outta my face Understand that i can't feel anything It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay I feel like a would, like I got a fuckin' Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead One more time, mother fucker Everybody hates me now, so fuck it Blood's on my face and my hands, and I Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry But that's none of your business Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it? Spin it around so i can spit in its face I wanna leave without a trace Cuz I don't wanna diein this place People = Shit People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?) People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you) People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be) People = Shit It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone Contagion - I'm sittin' at the side of Satan What do you want from me? They never told me the failure I was meant to be Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP C'mon mother fucker, everybody has to die People = Shit People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?) People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you) People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be) People = Shit |
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| 3. |
| 5:08 |
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I wanna slit your throat and fuck the wound
I wanna push my face in and feel the swoon I wanna dig inside, find a little bit of me Cuz the line gets crossed when you don't come clean My wormwood meets your pesticide You'll never get out, coz you were never alive I am infinite, I am the infant finite Come a little closer and I'll show you why (NO ONE IS - SAFE) Noises, noises, people make noises people make noises when they're sick Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING How does it feel to be locked inside another dream That never had a chance of being realized? What the fuck are you lookin' at? I'll tell you what you're lookin' at Everyone you ever fuckin' laughed at Look in my eyes for the answers - typical I can feel it underneath like a miracle Everybody in the world needs more than Lies and consequences to poser them Once again, it's me and no one else I can't remember if there was a someone else It's not mine, it's not fair, it's outta my hands And it's shaking - you'll never take me (NO ONE IS - SAFE) Noises, noises, people make noises People make noises when they're sick Nothing to do except hold on to NOTHING NOTHING! (HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me (SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and crying I'm not supposed to behere I'm not supoosed to be (WHY) When do I get to know why? (BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I try I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be Pull your hands away I'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressing Withering away Take a look - inside - my soul is missing All I have is dead, so I'll take you with me Feel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case (COVET) Everything around me's mine (STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyes I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be (DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way (STAY) You won't let me fucking stay I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be (LIVE) Is there another way to live? (DIE) Cuz it's the only way to die I'm not supposed to be here I'm not supposed to be |
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| 3:40 |
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I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the Everyday bullshit things that you have done Your impossible ego fuck is like a Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart I'll reach in and take a bite out of that Shit you call a heart... I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed Made to feel miniscule If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful The only thing you really know about me is... ...that's all you'll ever know I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it I can't just drop it I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it At least I admit it I know why you blame me (yourself) I know why you plague me (yourself) Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you I can't fuckin' take it anymore A snap of the synapse And now it's fuckin' war Kill you - fuck you - i will never be you |
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| 5. |
| 4:14 |
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You are wrong, fucked, and overrated
I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept since I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING Shallow skin, I can paint with pain I mark the trails on my arms with your disdain Everyday it's the same - I LOVE, YOU HATE But I guess I don't care any more... Fix my problems with the blade While my eyes turn from blue to gray God, the worst thing happened to me today But I guess I don't care anymore... You are wrong, fucked, and overrated I think I'm gonna be sick and it's your fault This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING I haven't slept cince I woke up And found my whole life was a lie, motherfucker This is the end of EVERYTHING You are the end of EVERYTHING My flaws are the only thing left that's pure Can't really live, can't really endure Everything I see reminds me of her God I wish I didn't care anymore The more I touch, the less I feel I'm lying to myself that it's not real Why is everybody making such a big fucking deal? I'm never gonna care anymore What the hell am I doing? Is there anyone left in my life? What the fuck was I thinking? Anybody want to tell me I'm fine? Where the hell am I going? Do I even need a reason to hide? I am only betrayed I am only conditioned to die |
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| 6. |
| 4:14 |
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I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yet
Got a super dred bet with an angel drug head Like a dead beat winner, I want to be a sinner An idolized bang for the industry killer A hideous man that you don't understand Throw a suicide party and I'm guaranted to fucking snap It's evilsonic, it's pornoholic Breakdowns, obscenities, it's all I wanna be If you're 555, then I'm 666 If you're 555, I'm 666 (What's it like to be a heretic?) Everybody's so infatuated Everybody's so completely sure of what we are Everybody defamates from miles away But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say I bleed for this and I bleed for you Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new TOY - nobody wants anything I've got Which is fine, because you're made of Everything - I'm - NOT If you're 555, then I'm 666 If you're 555, I'm 666 (What's it like to be a heretic?) 30 seconds, 16, 8, 4, lemme tell you why I haven't the slightest, I'm teaching your brightest They're listening, clamoring All the money in the world can't buy me GO AHEAD, LIE TO ME Tell me again how you're tortured I wanna know how you followed your orders so well You're full of SHIT You had a dream, but this ain't it IIf you're 555, then I'm 666 If you're 555, I'm 666 (What's it like to be a heretic?) |
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| 4:54 |
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Gently, my mind escapes into the relaxing
world of pleasure, a pleasure that'll take my mind off the reality of my life, my past life... life as I know it now. And whatever may come, it slowly disappears to somewhere in the back of my mind. It will remain there, until I wish to retrieve it. Yes, I will stay here for a while, for I need the break. A break from the pressures of life, and everything that lays in the palm of life's hands. This mode is incredible. It's out of this world. Too bad I must always leave it... ... but that's life. |
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| 8. |
| 4:02 |
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I've known faces that have disappeared in time
Find me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in lime All my friends have pictures made to make you cry I've seen this and wondered what I've done to Calcify... (I ignore you) As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind, we let it all slip away I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face Don't even try it! You had be a liar just to Infiltrate me - I'm still drowning (I ignore you) As I close my eyes, I feel it all slipping away (I come toward you) We all got left behind, we let it all slip away Take...this...away... I can feel it on my mouth I can taste you on my fingers I can hear you like the holy ghost And kill you if you get too close |
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| 9. |
| 3:38 |
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Too tragic to stay with you
Too static to try for you These scars, they swallow hard The part of the past that's hollow and dark Too horrid to kill for you Too sordid to die with you Unstable as always, come down Everything else is just dust and sound SEPARATE (I've lost my only way) SEPARATE (I've lost my only way) SEPARATE (I've lost my only way) SEE THE SHAPE (Broken and thrown away) I'd give it all away, come take it all away You can't resent the fear Somebody tell me how I got here I'd give it all to you, come take it, it's all for you The noise is so damn loud, but Everything else is just dust and sound I don't wanna do this anymore Everything's shit - everything's been taken Forsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing it Backwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel better Who's better? It's not that simple You gotta figure it out before you make things difficult It's not a word, it's a problem, the problem was easy Draw your conclusions - solutions? Anybody else wanna run? Contorting, distorting - I am undone One less propaganda nightmare fixture Are you getting the picture? |
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| 2:38 |
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The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance Dragged and raped for the love of a mob I can't stay - because I can't be stopped Eat motherfuckers alive who cross us I know you're all tired of the same ol' bosses Let me tell you how it's gonna be I'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me Welcome to the same ol' fucking scam Same ol' shit in a dead fad Everybody wants to be so hard Are you real or a second rate sports card? They all lost their dad or their wife just died They never got to go outside - SHUT UP Nobody gives a fuck it doesn't change the fact that you suck (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down, we want you dead But what's inside of me, you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore Now I'm not pretty and I'm not cool But I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck you Standing out is the new pretension Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned All the mediocre sacred cows we spawned Put your trust in the mission We will not repent - this is our religion (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down, we want you dead But waht's inside of me, you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore I AM HATED YOU ARE HATED WE ARE HATED Everything sucks and I can prove it Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it Idividuals, indispensable I'm the paradox deity vessel ...the other side holds no secret But this side is done, I don't need it Before you go, you should know you're breaking down You'll be rotten by the time you're underground (We are) The anti-cancer (We are) The only answer Stripped down, we want you dead But what's inside of me, you'll never know (We are) Bipolar gods (We are) You know what we are My life was always shit And I don't think I need this anymore (We Are) The source of conscience (We Are) Distorted sentients There's only one thing left And I can't leave until it's sated (We Are) The absolute (We Are) Controlling you They're closing in, I can't escape I AM HATED |
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| 11. |
| 6:41 |
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Zero and zero is nothing but zero
Cancer and people conspire together Running and running and going forever Collected and sampled, starving for zero Come see my cage - built in my grain Minus the inside and minus the circle Inhabit the riddle and fill in the hovel Wherein and herein, between us and near us Zero and zero is nothing but zero Come see my cage - built-in migraine Keeping myself alive... through your EMPATHY |
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| 12. |
| 3:37 |
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I'm ethereal, my children are legion, serial
They stick to my skin like beloved cysts I tear away with my nails and teeth and fists Touch the hands of inverted saints Follow my heart through the threaded pain Callow man is a sentinel screaming I see the future; the future is bleeding Sores, every goddamn minute I can feel 'em now Like a virus, you will never kill me now Goin' underground, comin' on like hepatitis We're out - and you can't reshape us Another bug in the construct Tearin' up the main bus B Zeros and ones are everything - execute me Everywhere you look, it's like they know Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL This is where the line is drawn, see YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME What do you need to see? Ya feel the impact? Gotta retract - everybody get back What is this? It's like a big conspiracy Fields of dejected morbid progeny They always say that it's always our fault But everything we say is taken with a grain of salt Man, it's always the same, if we talk or complain We only wanna upset the balance How's it feel to be the New Abortioin? The only generation to suffer extortion Everywhere you look, it's like they know Their fingerprints are hidden by CONTROL This is where the line is drawn, see YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME YOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME |
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| 13. |
| 4:00 |
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Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes The revolutions of my psychosis Kept me outta the way Once - inside - all I hold is ash... Fail - suppressing every feeling I'm in so much pain I have every fuckin' right to hate you I can't take it! The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you My demise - I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me Who are you to me? Who am I to you? Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence? By default, you are my only link to the outside Psychosomatic suicide Where were you when I was down? Can you show me a way... To face everyday with this face - goodbye My demise - I took a life worth living and Made it worth a mockery I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming (Stop) I'm always ready to die But you're killing me When I blur my eyes, they make the whole World breath - I see you fucking me And I am absolutely controlly every urge To mutilate - the one and only answer So much for memories... I wanna derss in your insecurities And be the perfect you - I'm through I'm out-stretched out for all to loathe Here we go - the ultimate irony |
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| 15:05 |
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Relax...it's over,you belong to me,I fill your mouth with dirt
Relax...it's over,you can never leave I take your second digit with me... Love... You are...my first,I can barely breath I find you fascinating You are...my favorite,lay you down to sleep It's all that I can do to stop...Love... So blue...so broken,paper doll decays I haven't left you yet So cold...subversive,your eyes are full of bleach Tomorrow,I will go away again...Love... YOU ARE MINE,YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MINE,I CAN TEAR YOU APART I CAN RECOMBINE YOU ALL I WANT IS TO COVET YOU ALL YOU BELONG TO ME I WILL KILL YOU TO LOVE YOU.(LOVE) |
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